Feed the Homeless, Feed Yourself
However, that self absorption is also holding you captive in your eating disorder. A program called Real Meals is helping eating disorder patients to focus on something outside of themselves. Eating disorder patients feed the homeless!
I always suggest helping others when you are hurting. Seeing people deal with their own hardship and helping others soothes the soul. Seeing hungry people eat gives a whole new perception of eating! This is one road to recovery.